I realised that its been ages since I updated my blog! Haha and yet i have been having such a happy life (: haha so people, do not fret, I would update and post photos up about all the happy stuff i have went to! :) you'll definitely feel my joy too! Wanna bet? haha I'm bound to win! :D
Let me have a quick check of what I must blog about:

• 03December2010 - Guofang's awesome competition! Yes I have loads of thoughts bout it. haha :D
• 14December2010 - Awesome outing @ Sentosa with company of a boy and a girl :D
• 18December 2010 - Piano Recital Competition with Venessa performing and accompanying me, Guofang :D

yup,mainly these 3 days, others are either insignificant or i really dont feel like sharing it public or I have no photos to blog with. I know how boring blog posts are without photos. haha :D

It's 3:16am and I'm rather tired and there's breakfast @ Chinatown tomorrow! Family thing :) to celebrate my sis's belated-birthday haha oh wells

But yup, I feel that I have to really change my personality. As in keep the Good, and get rid of the Bad cause the Bad is causing alot of misery ): But yup, I hope i'll be able to successfully change

Before the week ends, i hope to:

1. Set my personal, as well as, academic goals
2. Complete my Holiday Homework
3. Practice my piano and perfect my exam pieces as well as memorise the Italian terms for Piano Theory Examination coming up. Next year, on a saturday, i would be unreachable, taking piano exam.I'm scared.
4. Jote down my nightmare involving sis and try to draw it out.
5. complete my blog post

I feel really scared, really vulnerable. I don't know why. I'm really scared and I feel like crying. It's really scary but yet, I can't do anything about it.

3:06 AM