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10:03 PM

The making of a genius will never be successful without sufficient
financial resources.

I cant help but think of this line... it just keeps replaying in my mind. A genius. Define genius. In this world, its quite easy to do so. Genius... someone smart with the sufficient knowledge to Ace exams. Genius to be able to invent things, create things, come out with theories etc etc. Give me a break. Stop those as long as you have the desire, you can get it. Maybe that is true. But how often does that happen?

Like seriously. Geniuses are supposed to be 'rare' on this surface of this earth. Otherwise, they wont be called Genius. They'll be treated like normal people.

Wow, its a wonder how this world work around quantities and qualities or rather ranks? 10:21 PM

one should not treat another friend ,who helped you get a position you never dreamed you will get, as a stepping stone. It's ridiculous and far beyond my comprehension. I helped you, here you are, trying to get into the gd books of ___, and what? crafting out an indirect sotryline to make me enter her bad books. who was it then actually suggested things that made u get into this position? seriously. relax.
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ytd tuition,watched vid with warren buffet and bill gates,they were at Harvard answering the questions students ask them. really inspiring. warren buffet, appealed to Harvard in the past, however, got rejected.
Bill gates, dropped out of Harvard after 2 years. It was quite... a lesson to learnt through what they say and said on what they do. It's really diffferent.
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today went wei house for proj. rEALLY tired. continueing tomo. nights people. 11:28 PM

Everyone has dreams of how they want their future to be like. Majority to be rich, carefree, with money to spend and not a worry to worry about. Of course, i cant possibly exclude myself out of thsi category. I dream of being a pretty, rich, successful lady, which preferably with a happy family and having the capabilty to fulfill all my dreams like travelling etc.

However, I cant help but wonder that all these have a chance of not coming true.All these seemed to be what i want to be and not what i will work for to be. I seem to be waiting for all these to drop from the sky.

I gotta work hard, make clear my goals, understand it, and work towards it and succeed
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my dreams. 9:46 PM

happiness vs Ace in academic
Lies Vs White Lies
Freedom Vs Being controlled
Wanting to die Vs those those who dont want to die 10:31 PM


8:52 PM

I love clouds (: especially their formation and the colours and the different 'texture' they seem to bring about. At times, in school, i see really nice clouds, especially in the morning. However, cause i usually use handphone camera, i cant capture them down, which brings much disappointment to me ):

11:25 PM

i'll be... 17years old. three years more of me living. wow, kinda a shock if you ask me. Dec12 2012, believed to be dooms day. nothing much to say or comment about this. I guess i want to do quite a few things before i die or depart this earth both voluntarily or involuntarily. yeah. we never know, i guess. Death, like i said to some, brings about two perspective. One, it may be a form of relieve to some. and to some, it may be a taboo and something you dont want to talk about and would avoid it at all costs. theres a reason to why every single one chooses that particular option.

I just wanna die man!!! sounds familiar? yeah, guess we often say it in our everyday lives, never really thinking bout it.
for me, when i think bout it, i get shivers. but selfish-ly, i rather die than to see my loved ones die. i can just cry at the thought of them dying.
oh well, death, an unavoidable thing in life that we need to go through. how we react to it, its another topic of its own.


ps. i dun think this is very cheem as compared to guof de!!! haha :P 10:13 PM

I guess this is how i feel. i dont really understand why. after so many...
words from you, i seem to not be able to sit back and say 'i'm over with this'.
maybe cause i need a full front direct one. yet in the meantime, i like to have
my lil dreams. my lil fantasies. Maybe i should wake up. Maybe i should stop
being who i am currently. Maybe i should change and start to look towards what
is there that was a supposedly 'detour' route for me. But wait, is there even a
detour route available for me?

10:08 PM

yay, finally relinked everyone. I'm sick. 12:59 PM

hihi, so sorry for not blogging for the past few days??? guess i was too lazy to like actually list everything out.






11:58 PM

today went out.period.not really going to elaborate much on the outing. however, i would prefer to elaborate about the learnings from today.maybe you guys can learn too.

first, people, please take a second to think about how you should react to
certain events to make the other party more comfortable with the situation. not
just react in how you want to react. but more of how do you think the other
party wishes you will react in the situation. it will help a lot.
secondly, treasure everyone. you nvr know when that without their presence,
you feel empty at one certain corner of your life.
thirdly, 'shy' should never be shown or felt when you are expressing
your love to someone who is like your blood-related like your grandpa.
fourth, treasure yourself. people are braving all odds to live. you nvr
know how much pain and sufferings physically and psychologically they have to go
through. come on.

yup. you may have heard of these many many times. but i felt it all today. i will rmb today. i will nvr regret spending all my transportation fees just to earn all these lessons. i will take care of you. you dont have to be scared or worried. cause even if you forget what's my name, i will tell you repeatedly and not show any weariness in repeating. i love you and you can believe me. 9:41 PM


10:08 PM


HAHAHAH, exams are over. or rather major exams are over. i am not going to think about it and destroy my moods. i say that i worked hard for this day to come. Yes i did, but i did not work to my max. which i am absolutely guilty of.yeah. so anyway, before results come back, i shall play to my fill. tomo going to eat udders with ven :) tues going out with shirley <3, and wed going out with g and w :D yay, i think i will have a super fun filled week :D I only hope tt i will have enuf $$ to spend!!! haha, i realised that just because exams are over, my spelling and eng are deteriotating.(did i even spell them right???)
haha, anyway, i made it a point to slim down by running after school whenever there are no extra lessons after school and after that, during hols go reborn my hair, cause my hair is starting to curl again. and i have to do it during hols to make sure i wont tie it up. yupyup
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had talk with guof just now. said some stuff that had bothered me for really quite some while. really glad that i shared it completely with someone. after all, i mean seriously, i dun noe why, but no matter what, i will try.
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hm, should i use watercolour paint, acrylic paint, pencil or what for my art examination. hm, ciao people. have fun.
ps. today, fb was like having a massive influx of students from PL after the EOYs and everyone's celebrating the end of the major exams. yay :D
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have to go get cardboard tomo for DNT D:
bye :D

go read if interested:http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3372351/1/Jasper_in_Gym
twilight fan fic. really hilarious :D

--Merci tout le monde--

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