kk. i'm really pissed now. so i can only type with blanks... as in... you shld know what i mean.

ok. i specially switched on my computer cause ________ requested it... See! i'm bring nice despite my temper currently.


Ok. got back CTs. didn't rly manage to put a smile on my face after looking at those numerals. this time, CTs wasn't very preferred by all of us. It was something like all of us wanted to forget and get over with. I think that it's because of the slope that we have to climb and that the teachers are preparing us. So to go up this slope smoothly, we have to train. This is what keeps me going. Ignore this if you're offended.ok.yup. Many are also unpleasant with it, irregardless of their aims and all that crap. but come on, it's their aim, it's theirs. What rights do we have to interfer? So what if we don't want to tell you? is it our fault? are we suppose to go like oh i am so so so so so so sososososoososososo oooooooooooooo sorry. get lost man losers! who do you think you are? queen ah!? even the queen makes right decisions. OK anyway, many didn't reach their expectations[like me], and some did reach beyond their expectations. i have absolutely NO FEELINGS, NO TALKS ABOUT THIS ANYMORE. ok anyway, guys, i only have some msgs to tell you guys.

msg:
1. don't try too hard.
2.don't be so desperate and two-sided.
3. learn to put yourself in other people shoes and not care about tinny winny things.
4.certain things are there to change the damn mindset of us and that we must learn to change and not be so stubborn.
5. you shouldn't take advantage of people's courtesy and return with nastiness.

i am not focusing on anyone or anything but i just learnt all these and observed it through surroundings. Yes, we must tolerate each other's weaknesses. I admit i have tons. but at times, there is a limit. A limit you know freak? a limit! i'm not some cotton wool! sorry. sudden burst of anger.
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Today, malay was free period. it was a party time for us. at the beginning, me-chanel-calista-liyan-karina was playing. we were playing something like bad guys. then the markers became our knives... you may say childish, but you must experience it yourself and you'll call it extreme fun.haha! anyway, yupyup, we played then i keep catching calista then chanel-liyan-karina were like "jie!!!!!" haha! really fun playing with them. then cikgu was like starring as us. Then the newspapers became their home... -.- ii can almost hear the black crows haha! (private joke) anyway, yup, damn fun. then i kenna pushed out... then they lock the doors. that's when guofang came in. they were like playing. then guofang was at the back door then she was like:eh, i sing to you a song k? ARGH! HAHA! then after that i screamed and that's when i heard someone say"eh yihua, first time i see you scream" or smth like that. haha! anyway, i have mighty screaming man ;)
anyway,after some crap, we began singing songs(calista-karina-guofang-liming-liyan-me)haha! then we sang alot alot. had loads of fun. those that passed by the place was like ?! haha! anyway, was rly fun! then after that the 'group' was dispersed. ahah then we tried cleaning up the place. to no avail. then after that clean carine helped to clean. so nice!!!!!! then i think her room must be those very very clean type. then after that, we went home. i walked home with liyan that gang. haha! then erm... it's rly fun today.
only words to ----, i won't give in to you. i will make it the other way round with the word 'pain'.

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ok! gb camp is coming up and i haven't clear my doubt whether or not we nid sleeping bag!!! i think i must like rly put it in my heart to ask ms koh one day plus the $90. nid it urgently sia! has been dragged really long.

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ytd. was pissed at __________. dragged the whole entire thing just bec of __________so..!!!! you warn me bout punctuallity but you yourself don't do that. ok.
i have nth to say. bye.
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bye(: 12:32 AM